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This is the long awaited album I've been telling you about titled Help. This is about my story (with a couple others and some instrumentals for flavor); mainly how I started as a typical teen, ended up in the lowest of lows (JDC), to me challenging my beliefs and myself. In the span of 4 YEARS! (From high-school freshmen to high-school senior). I find that pretty crazy myself.

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released May 1, 2017

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Track Name: What Story Has An End?
Chorus: Tell me what story has an ending to

The struggles that they're going through I said X2


Verse 1: I don't think I told you before

That I wasn't kidding

When the journey's longer than before

When you open up that door

You'll walk into a hall that never ends

And you'll never win if you never begin

Soaring higher than the sun

This is where my journey begun

With a heart of darkness

Facing towards the sun

Shining brighter than ever before

Got my wings to adore

And ranking my boom burst up to a commodore

And furthermore



Chorus: Tell me what story has an ending to

The struggles that they're going through I said X2



Verse 2: Mamma told me I'm sick in the head

Hip hopping in the hospital bed

With nothing but paper and a pen

I should have been dead

But covered in ambition instead

Of hanging by a thread

In this world full of dread

And too many regrets

I wouldn't reset

I miss whats coming up ahead

Captain of the tails

Shakespearean of the seas

No one can top me

I'm the ocean mysterious wild and free

Each drop is a tear

Of the stories that I plead

Making up the ocean

As I exceed to proceed to you





Chorus: Tell me what story has an ending to

The struggles that they're going through I said X2





Verse 3: Any instrument I pick up becomes natural to play

And I don't need to write it out I can just play by the ear

Get familiar to what the hands are on

So it's natural to me but pretty for everyone else to hear

So why am I disjointed

I love the amusement

Why is this gift that I'm giving is now becoming a curse

Cause I'm in my own world whenever I hear the notes are playing

Then the music stops as I'm leading myself back down to earth

Thought I be a child prodigy

Call me the modern day Mozart

I didn't start when I was five

But I was born into this art

Started with the trumpet

Instead of going piano

I thought it would be pretty to go with the strings

Instead I'm going fortissimo

Found myself in the rap game

When I got a decent flow

Like Malcamore

I'm going without a studio

Casey Kasem said keep reaching for the stars

So I'm going by the score

If last year was the best freshmen they got

Why aren't they trying to soar





Chorus: Tell me what story has an ending to

The struggles that they're going through I said X2
Track Name: Sirens
How can I escape when life's an open sea

Our paths distend by the lands we see

Sirens calling harmonized

By the flashing red and blue lights (synchronized)


Locked behind these bars

Like another attraction at the zoo

Thought it be to late to say I'm sorry

Till I was finally missing you

Threw me in a room and said it was my living room

A bed a toilet and a pathway

Now I'm out of living room

Marking death now where's my Dr. Doom

Hell inside a cell

Might as well

Just ring the bell

The match has started

Inside the ring

Is blue uniforms and a broken king

And I'm handicap

With my hands cuffed behind my back

Now how the hell am I supposed to keep myself in tack

They're double teaming or have three on their side

And I'm stuck against the corner with no place for me to hide

I'd fight back

But that's police brutality

They maybe mortal with their combat

But I'm without a fatality

So tears were filling up my glasses

Just for me to get a drink

And they be looking at thinking I would get sick

I guess taking this arrow

Containing this pill

Is a little hard to swallow

Now that I'm stuck within this silent hill



How can I escape when life's an open sea

Our paths distend by the lands we see

Sirens calling harmonized

By the flashing red and blue lights (synchronized)

How can I escape when life's an open sea

Our paths distend by the lands we see

Sirens calling harmonized

By the flashing red and blue lights (Ammolite)



Eldest of the bunch

Ginny pig of them all

Got so many titles

One could say I had a ball

But that was all

After that

It all went down hill

At the tip of the hat

And split the fact

All started victimize by the world

I revered it with a girl

Now lets get serious

I'm not bullshitting anymore I'll be real with you

It's time for me to open up

Otherwise I be fake to you

Now what I did made me less of a man

Loss my yin to the yang

Burning up just waiting to be damn

Hell was burning hotter

Then the assault that I had foster

On my two younger sisters

The reason why I missed her

Mainly younger

The eldest of the two I brushed aside

The youngest couldn't divide

Just glad I didn't testified

Otherwise both wouldn't be on my side

And I wouldn't be spitting on the mic

Regardless if I was psyched

Coming on my third strike

Started as a little tyke

Adventurous hopeful young and free

Then it came to per-teen

Lust like a drug I abused it

Couldn't quit it

Just spit it

When through it

Reverse it

To the same song and dance two years later

How the hell can this get better


How can I escape when life's an open sea

Our paths distend by the lands we see

Sirens calling harmonized

By the flashing red and blue lights (Ammolite) x2



Meant up with a girl that finally understood me

Not fully but closely

But so many things were connecting

It's like the fire was sparking immensely

And it was made forcefully

I know I'm putting her in a song

And it's gonna go down

But I have a feeling that god is gonna make it

Turn around

Cause were nerdy artist that believe in the same ghost

She's more behind the scenes

Making me your host



How can I escape when life's an open sea

Our paths distend by the lands we see

Sirens calling harmonized

By the flashing red and blue lights (synchronized)
Track Name: Harmonics Of The Sister
Let me tell you a story

About someone you should know

Another player in the game

Trying to make that dough

Another dream chaser

Coming from the jailer

Sure its not original

But that's only the trailer

With his little sister

His only dear passion

Helping him in the game

Though it's not her fashion

Spitting only sixteens

When it's simple and sweet

Music is in his genes

While alternating the beat

Mixing different sounds

Trying to see what sticks

Like a newbie magician

With a few more tricks

But you heard enough of me

Coming from the sirens

So let me tell you about someone

Who's a little more on the end of silence

A heart with compassion

Counteracts my kindness

Ready to take on the world

That's covered by more blindness

Says that she's ready to go

By herself

Doesn't realize that she needs to hold on to

Someone else

Tried to

Improve on her skills

Tried to make herself better

But her parents were always

Coming short on the cheddar

Finding this she keeps dropping

All I hear is fuck this

How am I gonna find the motivation

To keep on going and make myself get better

When you can't find a way rake in more of the cheddar

And help me support this

And get my brother on this

When I like this

Scratch that I love this

Cheering for my boy

Is what I want to do

Throwing flips in the air

And here's two to you

That being said

She had it rougher than me

Had it mapped out

Planned ahead

Then crashed after losing me

And here's where the bridge connects

Where the Harmonics Of The Sister

Kicks into effect

What a way to twist her

Tears were shedding from her eyes

Moving mountains at a time

Motivation done left

When losing her supporting dime

Now making up for lost time

Before she loses him again

Out of Ohio's frost

In the end

I'm only asking you to stay strong

I know I won't be here for long

I'm going to a school that gonna make my skills look better

But I'm making every moment count

Like time was rewinding

How you wished it

When you were pleading and crying

Losing me from the sirens

And your dream to the cheddar

I know I'll sound like a prick

But this is a little reminder

How you went through your hell and back

It was a bit more slick

Till I was gone and made it a bit more whack

Now you can say

I helped my brother be a performer
Track Name: Nephew Fool
A little birdie told me a story

I thought I liked to share

I think that birdie won't listen

He thinks I don't even care

I rightfully understand

What he's trying to say

So I think I'll tell you about him

And why he's here today

Here's a little fox

With a tricky bigger life

Had to take a chance

So he had to roll the dice

Being the youngest with a sister and a jerk

That jerk being my dad I find it sad

That he had to make it worse at home

So bad in fact I thought he was a kitsune

Turned from a fox to a turtle

And hid inside his little dome



He was there more than I had thought

And he thinks I treat him like the shadows he fought

Never thinking twice I'm just going with the flow

And the boulders I placed in front of him made him

To slow


High school came around

And you know how that's like

And if you're not there yet

I'll give ya a little insight

After dealing with a broken

And fever at the rocky mountains

It may not be much to most of you

But I'm surprised he's still alive and a Christian

Kids would bring trench coats with hidden blades

Treating that they stab if in there way

And they kept looking to remind their pray

Try to hide with no evade

Friends heard the news and came to his aid

And a few that would try to repay

But that thought no that thought couldn't stay

So grandma drug him out of school

I think their god made the knifers pay

Anyways fast forward a bit

Now we get into the hero shit

Also here's where I came into the mix

I wouldn't be here if he didn't catch me

I be out of existence with mom crying over me

He was there when I shed my tears

When I heard the news that I'd be missing some peers

That was a giant mess I'm just glad I still had his bless

Didn't want to date this but the past two years of 2016

He finally caught up to me In between

Me figuring out my own damn life

And almost ending myself with a knife

I was stuck between a rock and hard place

I didn't know if that place was my place

But I made it my place after the choice of the sirens

That I made it less of a silence

With a boom burst striking loud

And I can tell that he was proud

When he helped me get me here

Like he was another compere

He was first my sister's second

And there's the story that I mentioned

So before I go to school

With the skills that I can rule

I present to you this gift

A hug from a nephew fool
Track Name: Reign
Come here kids let me tell you a story

Of lovers true heroes and glory

While spitting rhymes on an adversary

And no this tale's not ordinary

When the ink forms into a rose

With the journey that she chose

Where dragons can be queens

And that blood runs in her genes

How you many ask that's when it began

In the kingdom of Eveanor

The princess Aelwin

Fourteen and not left without a roar

Had it peaceful and everything made

Before the dragons came and invade

A race to her room was a suicide

With the squad of the beasts on their genocide

Hid in her room in a hope for escape

With a rapier not made for a fight

“It was better than nothing” she said to herself

Glaces up and saw in her sight

A golden wand with amethyst

No time for a strategist

Thought of a spell and went for a dash

And brighten the room with a sudden flash

Found a trap a door and went for a slide

A sigh of relief that she survived

The trill of being alive

Lead her hoping that she can find

Her mother in time

And that was her prime

Her father was next when it came to her mind

Sight of blood of the throne room was fuel for the fire

In the middle was her mother wounded by the pyre

In a rush she tried to beat time

Held her close in fear she mistime

When a cold hand reach her cheek

She knew her mother was feeling week

Aelwin my child

She said with a smile

Father is fine and you're gonna hate me in a while

But you need to hide

I need to know you're safe

With her wand she cast a spell to change her faith

Bones were cracking like they were braking

She was growing rapid wings were shaping

Talons formed as they were sharpen

And her scales were shimmering carmine

Screaming in pain she isn't the same

Now she can spit fire and flames

She turned into a dragon with scarlet reign

And a quest to be human is all that remains
Track Name: Away From Light
How could I miss it

How could I be late

To get the news of someone else's tragedy

So I could be there I just had to be

How could I miss it

How could be late

To see another pass

And to sleep for eternity behind glass

How does this relate to me

How can I compensate with thee

Guess I'll do what I do best

And tell a story

I know what it feels like

Losing someone close to you

Depression struck harder than someone

Overdosing you with

That feeling that you could of done something different

Didn't matter what others think

Even if the plan was ignorant

Apologies would come later

And soon wouldn't matter

Cause all the rage would be mixed up into the batter

And released with the heat of relief

I know I'm sounding like I preach

But behind this mic is nothing but another person

With extensive visions

I guess I didn't just get the prediction

That someone was falling into life's

Jurisdiction

In addition



I know it's unfair to you

Leave behind your starters

Now to see you gone

The one who Will was foster

By his cry

So he tried

To get you back in his sight

Away from heaven's light



R.I.P

Three letters I never thought I see

Thought I had it handled

It's back for round two could it be

That one fuzzy moment that I cherish

Is slipping from seeing you parish

The sunshine that I've waited for so long

Is retreating where my magic can't replenish

This damn hole inside

After seeing you died

Erased the front row with dark hole

Messed around and gotta attached with cupid's bow

I remember a time

When you were my shelter

Held me in your arms

Protected by your slumber

So I can dream and be whatever I wanted to be

But this Xmas I didn't want you to go beyond of me

Guess it's to late

And now God is doing great

Keeping the present that I wanted

Brought her home away from our home

Thought you were in good hands

But now you're in good hands

Wished he was a bit more patient

With these doctors that are aiding

To keep her from fading

EVER GREEN!

Singing I'll be there

With the crowd cheering her name



I know it's unfair to you

Leave behind your starters

Now to see you gone

The one who I was foster

By my cry

So I tried

To get you back in my sight

Away from heaven's light



I know that's a little greedy

That I'm feeling needy

Said I take it slow and steady

After dealing with something this deadly

I wasn't ready

Now I'm feeling edgy

High in the levels gave toonkritic a run for his money

Ignore the civil war and get ya home in a swift

Safe and sound

It's better than watching you in the casket

Falling to ground

But the potion that was suppose to keep you alive

Did the reverse and now you're high up in the sky

Brought everyone to their knees and started to cry

That arrow must of stung me later cause I was ready to die

But this phrase keeps echoing in my mind

The grass ain't Ever Green all the time

But it's still grass even in the wintertime

So God under Luna's sake

Take good care of her

She was brighter than Celestia's sun

No matter what occurred

She did a damn good job in raising me

Never treating it as a habit

In turn my love for her was never unbalanced



I know it's unfair to you

Leave behind your starters

Now to see you gone

The one who Will was foster

By his cry

So he tried

To get you back in his sight

Away from heaven's light


I know it's unfair to you

Leave behind your starters

Now to see you gone

The one who I was foster

By my cry

So I tried

To get you back in my sight

Away from heaven's light
Track Name: Underneath
Underneath the light

I'm so close

Can't call for help

I've held an oath

Underneath the mask

I impose

Put a smile on my face

To hide my woes

SO!

How can you see my tears

Underneath the rain I walk alone?

Without a light in our sight

How can you see me right?



A screw up

A mess up

The oops child

That's all I heard

And I tried to keep that smile

Inside of this balloon

Why I'm an airhead rapped up inside of the clouds

Why my headphones are playing the music loud

Drowning out other sounds

Get lost in the beat

So I move my feat

To the rhythm of the drums

That feeling's so sweet

And there's nothing else that can't be beat

So how can you hear me

When the voice is silent

How can you see my tears

When the rain's part of my moment





Underneath the light

I'm so close

Can't call for help

I've held an oath

Underneath the mask

I impose

Put a smile on my face

To hide my woes

SO!

How can you see my tears

Underneath the rain I walk alone?

Without a light in our sight

How can you see me right?





Music moves different emotions

How can you be this devotion

Towards me and only me

I'm just like sirens leading people into my song

Get them to sing along

Making me feel so strong

But I don't want to put you in that corrosion

Just cause you were my ninth potion

We aren't in the military

But Sargent Bull wouldn't like this motion

Guess I'll be part of the ocean

I don't see another path that could be chosen

So like romeo and Juliet

This potion's ending this event




Underneath the light

I'm so close

Can't call for help

I've held an oath

Underneath the mask

I impose

Put a smile on my face

To hide my woes

SO!

How can you see my tears

Underneath the rain I walk alone?

Without a light in our sight

How can you see me right?




Help me understand this

I don't think I get this

Why are you helping me

When I'm the one that should be getting dissed?

How are you not harmed

Just by a simple charm?!

How can you see my tears

Of all of my mental scares?!



How can you see my tears

Underneath the rain I walk alone?

Without a light in our sight

How can you see me right?
Track Name: Show Me
God in heaven can you hear me?

I need you right now

I need a sign to show that you're listening right now

There's this doubt inside me

I can't get it out

No matter how much I search

I can't scope it out

It's not about the present

I'm not worried about your gift

It's about my future and it's coming in a swift

Time is running short

I need an answer in your court

It's not about the collage with my talent

It's after I graduate!

How can I continue this?

Where's my follow up to this?

No one gonna remember a low class

Person without a single hit

Maybe I'm not shining bright enough

Not the gem I was suppose to be

Maybe the light was not made for me

Nor plan to see

Nor the sound was meant to be

Guess the story telling isn't working

I need a new gimmick

But I don't want to be that person that's trying to mimic

Someone else's future

But maybe that's all they'll see

Another white rapper who can spit fire

A trick that's no longer required


God if you can see all

Than show me what I'm wishing

If people say that you're perfect

Then show me what I'm missing



I'm not like the rappers

So I tried to fit in with them

Try to be a hardcore gangsta

But I fake it in the hymns

Use my real name as a symbol

That you should be following me

Don't matter what the race

All will be shouting I am free

That was my vision

That I would show through the music

To enhance my envision

To the critics and other musician

To have them look at my lyrics

And solve them like a rubric

And get them to say that I'm another Kubrick

Perfecting every line

Of this picture that I'm drawing

A master peace in my mind

That's slowly crawling and prying

Every doorway leading into the light

And no Johnny's not coming tonight

Though my instruments are ready to play forever tonight

So tell me god is this the path that you want me to go

I'm leading up to faith until you show me where to go

I believe in the wind even though it's not there

I guess that's the sign showing you're here





I guess I didn't see he was there

All this time

As I keep on struggling to find another rhyme

To keep the pages turning so the story can keep moving forward

By another person so it can keep moving foreword

Now that my road blocks are out of the way

I can catch up to this day

With my passion slowly coming to stay

As I keep on thinking that my old man

Was dead and gone recently

How could it be when I speak

To him constantly?

Wait that was one and done

And I don't know if he's gone

As cliche as it seems

Am I stuck in a dream

Where I am to blind to see

That he's right there in front of me

And the last thing I did was dissing him

Laughably

Or is he a ghost like the man on the cross

Healing everyone like Desmond Doss

Guess were back to square one

When I thought we were said and done

This is a little loop that gonna on inside of my head

I don't know which side to pick and shoot the other dead
Track Name: Spark
For every game has a spark

To ignite the flame

And I'm not burning out

Even when they know my name

And though I bring the sound

They aren't gonna keep me icebound


We can take this to the streets

I don't mind it with the beat

As long as you take a seat

Not past the door that's a little cheat

I can't control you

And like CPU I can't alter you

Nor make you delete

When no threat is complete

You're not part of my fleet

Unable to compete

In a game that's made for everyone

Should be able to play

By everyone

It's not rated E for everyone

But it has a shot for everyone

Find the root of the beet

Get down with a beat

The Doc is offbeat

The head has a beat

You're gonna get beat

I won't be be be beat

Not dead on the beat

My gen is the beat



For every game has a spark

To ignite the flame

And I'm not burning out

Even when they know my name

And though I bring the sound

They aren't gonna keep me icebound

For this world is mine for the taken

The god has rose and I've awaken

To take over and lead his foot steps

Why my title name is Christian

Whoops it's Ammolite

And I'm bringing more than light

With my raps coming in sync tight

Not fast as the god

More color than his bod



I'm not gonna keep this boring

For I am your entertainer

The DM in this game

Everyone is my gamer

When the party and the descended Christ is here

All of you should bring it here

For I'm ranked up to the leader so you should be following the puppeteer

Playing the strings on top of his fingertips

Leaving you with bottles and broken ships

I'm trapped with my first step being dubstep with a hip hop to the hop scotch

With everyone looking for the next wipe out for them to worship

In there churches

So call me god and kiss my ass

Thinking I'm fragile like glass

Beat me down I can get back up

Not the worst around till I'm ready to pop

A beginner not your low class profit

That's a challenge if you can stop it

Composite to different parts fined them all and here's your product



For every game has a spark

To ignite the flame

And I'm not burning out

Even when they know my name

And though I bring the sound

They aren't gonna keep me icebound

For this world is mine for the taken

The god has rose and I've awaken

To take over and lead his foot steps

Why my title name is Christian

Whoops it's Ammolite

And I'm bringing more than light

With my raps coming in sync tight

Not fast as the god

More color than his bod



I'm scared that I'll lose the fire and the gears are turning slower

Then end up a phony and a one trick pony

Then fall into the same tropes that I wanted an encore for

On all the same shit that everyone said before

But I want my feet off the ground

Cause I'm leaving on 50 cents and Eminem going all around

Not gonna happen

Even when I'm done rapping

Nintendo switch to a different genre

And they'll be clapping

Then you'll see my bird slowly flapping

Higher and higher with no handicapping

To my uprising

Eminem is the god of rapping

I'm the god of music cause I hear 'em tapping

All the gods bowing down and praising

The one who's walking across the stage

With a single spotlight and a mic at hand

And a whack flow they haven't seen in ages

Nor one they could understand by reading its pages

They need a genus

But the rap genus is to afraid to go and be advantageous

Outside of it's proficient genre

But that would cause to much drama

In this current saga

Ranging outside of it's dogma

So I'll carry this sonata

Like Jesus was carrying his cross

Leading him to his stigmata

And I'll leave a bigger impact

With these lyrics that I toss

I didn't need a FLAMERTHROWER When I'm spitting fire

You can't SCALD me I'm SPARKLEING in ARIA

NOBLE to the KING'S SHELID

Got that SECERET SWORD while everyone is hearing me ROAR

The ATTACK ORDER

I'm the ENTERTAINMENT AFTER YOU were the opener

Synchronizing my rhymes to the ROAR OF TIME

FLASHING brighter than any gem you see within the sky

As I'm FLYING high fined me with a MIRACLE EYE

Fuck your revives we're going through a nuzloc

You got no guard I CUT you up with a GUILLOTNIE KNOCKOUT!

Don't need a LEAF BLADE I'm sharper than your SACRED SWORD

Hotter than a SOLAR BLADE I'm cover in the SACRED FIRE

No one can COPYCAT my flow If you did you be SLOW BRO

Can't feel my OUTRAGE flow You're a fairy ho

Can't replace me when I'm all the space I'm speacial rending

Can't move me when I'm flowing in time you'll hear me roaring

Can't hurt what you can't see Call me shadow sneak

Leader of the phantom force Servant of the shadow force

You were CHARMING as an audience

WISH this was more of a challenge

My flow's more rare than the MASTER BALL in your BAGAGE

Fuck your VICTORY ROAD I'm sitting on top of SPEAR PILLAR

They call me the killer

Cause if you're not enough

Then I BEAT ya UP in an ALL OUT PUMLING

SMELL YA LATER



For every game has a spark

To ignite the flame

And I'm not burning out

Even when they know my name

And though I bring the sound

They aren't gonna keep me icebound X2



For this world is mine for the taken

The god has rose and I've awaken

To take over and lead his foot steps

Why my title name is Christian

Whoops it's Ammolite

And I'm bringing more than light